Perspective
Nov. 8th, 2008 11:00 amI've done something bad to my hand; feels like a deep bruise on the back of my hand right where the first two fingers meet. It is not a constant pain, but hurts everytime I try to do something that involves manipulation using those fingers and my thumb - like shutting off iSobel's screen one-handed, or picking things up. It also hurts when I do small thing with that hand, like sign my name or type. It hurts a little right now (ow, ow), but I love ya'll, so here I am.
I don't know how I did this, but I am prone to whacking myself against things, so that's probably it. I'll give it a few days, and if it still hurts, I'll call the doctor. In the meantime, though, it's like my preview of arthritis, and the other wonderful joys of aging. I can barely pick Otto up with my right hand now, but I can do it - and I can bend over and am quick enough to grab him, too. I don't expect to lose that any time soon, but it's something I've been thinking about. I'm already irritated when there's something I can't do by myself because I can't lift/move/pry whatever it is, without a second or a stronger person. How pissed off will I be when I can't tie my own shoes? No wonder old people are crabby.
I am going to go make oatmeal (while I still can!), and then leisurely enjoy my newly-recovered cable channels.
I don't know how I did this, but I am prone to whacking myself against things, so that's probably it. I'll give it a few days, and if it still hurts, I'll call the doctor. In the meantime, though, it's like my preview of arthritis, and the other wonderful joys of aging. I can barely pick Otto up with my right hand now, but I can do it - and I can bend over and am quick enough to grab him, too. I don't expect to lose that any time soon, but it's something I've been thinking about. I'm already irritated when there's something I can't do by myself because I can't lift/move/pry whatever it is, without a second or a stronger person. How pissed off will I be when I can't tie my own shoes? No wonder old people are crabby.
I am going to go make oatmeal (while I still can!), and then leisurely enjoy my newly-recovered cable channels.